Friday, April 10, 2009

Game Over....

I really felt tired in this game
I really try my best to continue...to maintain it
But there are a lot of trap that u set
Not only make me! is us fall in the trouble...
I try my best to deal with ur order
But what you do is just pretend that u r deserve to be
What u say b4 is just pretend how kind r u
But now is the other sides...

I pause the game...
to let me think
to let me rest
to let me take a deep breathe
to let me find the solution

However, once the problem solved;
the other problem occur again...
what is mean by

Is my shepherd in a wrong way?
Or i m stupid enough to get into ur trap?

I will not blame any side
The problem occur is due with the misunderstood on both sides

Now, i rather than be a caitiff
to let u continue to conduct the game

What i m doing is juz switch off the game
and run away from u....

Me and U is game over.....
No more restart....

Saturday, March 14, 2009

口是心非

口中所说的
往往不是心中所想的

心中所想的
往往是难以开口的

我不是你想象中那么勇敢
勇敢的表达

我只会虚伪的伪装
伪装你希望看见的情况

篇个你想听的词句
满足你的需求

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

厕所

刚刚在冲凉房
在猛刷被弄脏的衣服
突然觉得
我还蛮享受一个人
呆在冲凉房
真的很不错
至少我还有一个
属于自己的空间
赤裸裸地
享受

听着滴水声
来回的回音
揍成温和的旋律

滴哒嘀嘀哒
滴哒滴哒哒
享受个人的空间

可是就算我使尽力
猛刷衣裳的污垢
它们依然还残留着
算吧还是得面对现实

走出厕所
回到现实



分割你我她的空间;还不错至少它是属于我的小空间
它还有属于我的空间


滴出心中的和旋;享受自己的故事

Monday, March 2, 2009

心里的自我战

单方面的的体谅
只会奏成野蛮的舞曲
澎湃涌的舞曲吞噬
我的想法
我的空间
我的气息

曲子涛涛掀起
让我变的比空气更透明

孤掌难鸣的体谅
会换来的是什么?
换来的是来势汹汹的袭击
在这不属于我的空间里
让我窒息吧

我多么想
逃出生天
找个地方
不再胡思乱想

我是多么想
有个属于自己的空间
不被约束
不需迁就
不需看他人的脸色
不需受到不公平的对待
不想被人视为空气
那么的透明

p/s:为了让自己不被神精质虐待,我会努力找个属于自己的空间;因为我可以一个人生活;不再被他人侵蚀我的地盘;因为双数往往是单数;有等于没有;倒不如享受孤单的快乐

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Week Daily

Sunday
Is my cousin wedding day (22/2), i have to attend the wedding dinner in the afternoon. So i do not go back to Malacca with them..And i m planning i will go back Malacca on Monday....Luckily, my cousin's friend is a malacca-ian so he fetch me back to Malacca{ the car is the wedding car}..Along the journey, keep rain~raining cat and dog...Is hard for my cousin's friend to drive...Finally i reached Malacca at 7 pm and had dinner with Sam. Along the journey, my cousin's friend and I are keep talking, through the conversation he teach me a lot....As a student in University, we should enjoy the life in campus{this is wat he say}By the way he also analysis and make some comparison between some countries abt the economic and etc...The he recommend me what should i do after i complete my course, then he also ask me to try to apply the job frm certain company...He say that the course Financial Engineering is a good course, which will give us the bright future...So PFE 01 gambatea~



Monday
啊!吧冷公主-梁文音-星光二班的亚军来咯!我当然不会错过这次机会听她唱现场的功力。平常都是在Youtube看和听她的演唱功力。。。果然是经常拿20+/25的歌手。。。
梁文音一到现场就来一首轻快的歌《薄荷与指甲剪》然后,她就和MyFM的主持人-文康聊聊天再和歌迷玩游戏{很后悔没上台唱她的歌} 她还会纠正参赛者的唱法。她对参赛者及歌迷都很友善有很活泼。。果然是台湾的原住名很热情。在那场签唱会, 她还唱了两首我个人满喜欢的歌《我不是你想象的那么勇敢》和《最幸福的事》。当她唱着歌时现场顿时安静起来。现场都被她的歌声给震撼及吸引。她真的的太强了!



Tuesday
Is so happy PCA class start to teach Paint.net, teach hw to edit photo and etc...In the English class, we had been told to form a group to perform drama...really hard man~any way i will fight until the end!ough!!
this is the editing that i learn..reali happy can learn it
before after

p/s: although is not prefect...i will gambatea...i will not waste my talent here!!

Wednesday
Supposely is a good day because that day we will only have 4 hrs class frm 10am-2pm.However, 11am-2pm de class move to nite class...8pm to 10pm...supposely whole day quite free bt i made it busy...i have a discusion/ meeting of the PBU assignmnet and the bussiness project...I knw i not the prefect leader...so make u all suffer..paiseh~

Thursday
What a suck and stupid excuse that i ever heard b4...My PBU- damn suck lecturar who giv a stupid excuse to postpone the 8am class...She say she sick wow then change the class at 2-4pm...What a stupid reason, is she juz sick for 2 hrs...Some of my classmate say surely she cannot wake up early cannot attend the class....after finish the stupid subject class at 4pm, me, class rep, ming wei ,shu yun and vancas go to tesco to surver the snack price for our biz. project..we all hav fun at thr....

Friday
Is a quiz day, having 2 subject the pop quiz...not prepare at all...as usual be a copy cat this is the style~ after that we all take photo for PBU assignment at campus then we all eat breakfist/lunch at steven chicken rice shop....class rep wan to meet her princiess.. We hav a little bit of dicussion abt the biz proposal at thr...then we all plan to go Dream BoX for sing K..damn song and crazy..thn we all also hv dinner at Nando.....


guess whr i get it?


can find somebody in the refection

Dinner time


get start to eat


Nando time~
Saturday
Drama day~ i spent half day to preapare the drama script for the English assignment....finally i managed to finish it but juz the draft hav to edit it....thn kw and yang come to our room to play dota...the 1st time kw ply alredy ply AI+ summore can kill ppl...reali geng~ more geng than me..laz time i plyed i juz becum a feeder onli....

Sunday, February 22, 2009

回归;回顾

鸟儿知所以建巢
是为了家
建个温暖的巢
延续下一代的快乐

日夜看着雌鸟
归巢;护卵
热晒雨淋
保护着
呵护着

诞下了可爱的鸟蛋
再近近的观看
蛋上都被占上了鸟妈妈的血
原来是这么伟大




p/s:看了鸟日夜的归巢让我觉得人终是得回归到原点;去回顾从前的你;再看看如今的你