Yesterday was the most suffer night at here.
After having nap in the evening, i felt my whole body was not comfortable at all.Totally sick
I continue to take a rest in my bed instance of having dinner with my housemate.
After that i decide to eat my dinner by drank some soya powder and eat the medicine pills.After finish all those meals, I continue to sleep in my bed. I just lying in the bed not more than one minutes after take my meal.I felt that something was forcing from my throat . I ran to toilet but unfortunately, it burst out on the way i go to toilet. I continue to vomit in the toilet. Huh, i felt better in that moment. After clean up all those thing i continue to sleep...
During midnight, i felt not comfortable again...i had diarrhoea....Really tired for the whole night.
In this moment i still felt tired tired tired. When this thing can go away from me!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Moody day....(T_T)
My emotion, like today weather with sunlight, with black cloud, with rain. What happen to me today?! I set my alarm to wake me up at 6.45 am, unfortunately i cannot wake up at that moment i continue to sleep until my housemate wake me up at 7.30am.
The first words i came out from my mouth is "SHIT !". Rushing eat breakfast and bath...emm quite energize and go to campus to have my PPE at 8am. After one hour class, we all go to science corner for break 1 hour. Actually we all having fun at Science Corner.
Then we continue the next class- PCA with two hrs lab section. emm pretty well...Then i rushing to eat my lunch at Mesra. After that i going to my unit to hv a nap. Unfortunaly, i just nap for 15 minutes. Really sleepy~
After bath, i going to campus again to hv the PPE class AGAIN!!
My mood start to change, i cannot concentrate in the class. What lecturer say in front i just can understand 1/4. After 2 hrs class, finally can go bck to my room.
First thing i done is change my clothes and SLEEP....When i woke up the day is raining....haiz have to eat dinner at mesra AGAIN!!
After take the meal,i start to search the English article....Damn Pik Cek when i heard that words.I already been reject by my lecturer for 3 times... I sat in front of the laptop and start to search and ask someone to help....Pik Cek ...Pik Cek.... I cann't find the suitable article....
Then, i decide to put those work a side and hv bath to let the cold water relax my mind...
After washing clothes and bath, i thought that my mood can become better and i take out PCA notes to do some revision and preaperation for tmrw classes. Once i study for only some pages my eye start become "heavy" wan sleep oredi. I still continue to read through all the notes. By the way i do not think that there will be any input are store in my mind if tmrw lecturer ask me go out and present i cannot imagine what output can be perform.It just like a computer cannot show any information throught the screen and speaker.
The first words i came out from my mouth is "SHIT !". Rushing eat breakfast and bath...emm quite energize and go to campus to have my PPE at 8am. After one hour class, we all go to science corner for break 1 hour. Actually we all having fun at Science Corner.
Then we continue the next class- PCA with two hrs lab section. emm pretty well...Then i rushing to eat my lunch at Mesra. After that i going to my unit to hv a nap. Unfortunaly, i just nap for 15 minutes. Really sleepy~
After bath, i going to campus again to hv the PPE class AGAIN!!
My mood start to change, i cannot concentrate in the class. What lecturer say in front i just can understand 1/4. After 2 hrs class, finally can go bck to my room.
First thing i done is change my clothes and SLEEP....When i woke up the day is raining....haiz have to eat dinner at mesra AGAIN!!
After take the meal,i start to search the English article....Damn Pik Cek when i heard that words.I already been reject by my lecturer for 3 times... I sat in front of the laptop and start to search and ask someone to help....Pik Cek ...Pik Cek.... I cann't find the suitable article....
Then, i decide to put those work a side and hv bath to let the cold water relax my mind...
After washing clothes and bath, i thought that my mood can become better and i take out PCA notes to do some revision and preaperation for tmrw classes. Once i study for only some pages my eye start become "heavy" wan sleep oredi. I still continue to read through all the notes. By the way i do not think that there will be any input are store in my mind if tmrw lecturer ask me go out and present i cannot imagine what output can be perform.It just like a computer cannot show any information throught the screen and speaker.
What a Moody day....(T_T)
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
武装自己 be Fighter
opening：
ba ba ba la
ba ba ba la la da la
da da da
da la da lah
ba ba ba la
ba ba ba la la la la
du lu du
du du du
烦恼都给我抛开
让自己快high起来
这无聊的小玩意
都给我通通抛开
忐忑不安的情绪
让自己be man一次
这cc的小情绪
拜托请你给删去
==================
chorus：
believe yourself
前路虽难走
坎坷荆棘满地
Geng住就行
我的梦想
不会轻易被毁灭
show武装
be fighter
==================
Bridge:
du du du lu
du du du du lu du lu
du du du
du du du
我不轻易举起白旗
要不要都看我自己
千万别说自己真的不行
来点自信 E Yeah Eh。。
=================
chorus:
相信自己
只要Geng住
就能够办得到
keep on fighting
我的梦想
不会轻易被毁灭
show武装
BE FIGHTER!
===========================
p/s:Da Lah这就是所为的那一首比较快的demo
表达的意识一看因该就懂吧!还没把整首demo清唱完
在这不方便录，会paiseh...hehe...录好了再考虑发不发
p/s:Da lah, this is the demo that have quite relax?! fast?! rock?!that i mention before. To express the meaning also quite simple something like when you decide to do something,dun think t0o much.Be man!!{haha} Be prepare, although it will be hard in the begining or future.Btw once we have decided it, dun holding bck...KEEP FIGHTING...BE FIGHTER
I still not yet record this demo completly, not easy to record it at room..quite paiseh..hope someone can ply the melody..sad i dun knw to ply music~haiz....after record it let me think think will i post it anot lah..{hehe}
ba ba ba la
ba ba ba la la da la
da da da
da la da lah
ba ba ba la
ba ba ba la la la la
du lu du
du du du
烦恼都给我抛开
让自己快high起来
这无聊的小玩意
都给我通通抛开
忐忑不安的情绪
让自己be man一次
这cc的小情绪
拜托请你给删去
==================
chorus：
believe yourself
前路虽难走
坎坷荆棘满地
Geng住就行
我的梦想
不会轻易被毁灭
show武装
be fighter
==================
Bridge:
du du du lu
du du du du lu du lu
du du du
du du du
我不轻易举起白旗
要不要都看我自己
千万别说自己真的不行
来点自信 E Yeah Eh。。
=================
chorus:
相信自己
只要Geng住
就能够办得到
keep on fighting
我的梦想
不会轻易被毁灭
show武装
BE FIGHTER!
===========================
p/s:Da Lah这就是所为的那一首比较快的demo
表达的意识一看因该就懂吧!还没把整首demo清唱完
在这不方便录，会paiseh...hehe...录好了再考虑发不发
p/s:Da lah, this is the demo that have quite relax?! fast?! rock?!that i mention before. To express the meaning also quite simple something like when you decide to do something,dun think t0o much.Be man!!{haha} Be prepare, although it will be hard in the begining or future.Btw once we have decided it, dun holding bck...KEEP FIGHTING...BE FIGHTER
I still not yet record this demo completly, not easy to record it at room..quite paiseh..hope someone can ply the melody..sad i dun knw to ply music~haiz....after record it let me think think will i post it anot lah..{hehe}
哼写:伤痛
TITLE:伤痛
OPENING:
你在伤口撒上一撮盐巴
是让我心痛的不再说话
心碎之后才懂得来安抚
可是你却重蹈覆辙
我会安静地治疗这道伤口
好让情伤不再隐隐作痛
痊愈之后还留下一道疤
是记念你的过往
================
CHORUS:
只是不想孤独 坐在暗墙角
不想再为你泪流 是真的不想泪流
倔强来个了断 让我自己好好过
我会试着抹去你给我的伤
我会走出自我 走出你给的痛
====================
OPENING:
我确定为这感情捅上一刀
是让我彻底不再想你了
血泪留干是你给我的痛
我不再想你了
是不想挽留这段爱情了
======================
CHORUS:
不想孤独 坐暗墙角
不再泪流 不再为你泪流
倔强来个了断 让我为自己而活
心碎是我不是你
让回忆冲淡你给的伤
让风浪卷走你给的伤
===========================================
p/s:这是我在假期哼哼写写的一首ermm可说是demo吧！
已经有了一个肯定的旋律，可是却没有伴奏；清唱而已haiz...
是首慢的旋律。初次尝试。现在已有首比较轻快的旋律。
可是，副歌不懂要要写什么；因该是说不懂怎样用字眼来形容。
this is one of the demo?!{can i say it as demo} that i done during my holiday.I already simply record a version so that i can remember the melody.This is a sad song{can i say like tat?} a slow melody.By the way I just sang without music,sad to say is no music haizz.. This is my 1st try to complete the whole demo with opening and chorus part. I still have one more demo which is a fast song,but chorus i dun knw who to express it by word,the melody already in my mind.KEEP GAMBATEA!!
OPENING:
你在伤口撒上一撮盐巴
是让我心痛的不再说话
心碎之后才懂得来安抚
可是你却重蹈覆辙
我会安静地治疗这道伤口
好让情伤不再隐隐作痛
痊愈之后还留下一道疤
是记念你的过往
================
CHORUS:
只是不想孤独 坐在暗墙角
不想再为你泪流 是真的不想泪流
倔强来个了断 让我自己好好过
我会试着抹去你给我的伤
我会走出自我 走出你给的痛
====================
OPENING:
我确定为这感情捅上一刀
是让我彻底不再想你了
血泪留干是你给我的痛
我不再想你了
是不想挽留这段爱情了
======================
CHORUS:
不想孤独 坐暗墙角
不再泪流 不再为你泪流
倔强来个了断 让我为自己而活
心碎是我不是你
让回忆冲淡你给的伤
让风浪卷走你给的伤
===========================================
p/s:这是我在假期哼哼写写的一首ermm可说是demo吧！
已经有了一个肯定的旋律，可是却没有伴奏；清唱而已haiz...
是首慢的旋律。初次尝试。现在已有首比较轻快的旋律。
可是，副歌不懂要要写什么；因该是说不懂怎样用字眼来形容。
this is one of the demo?!{can i say it as demo} that i done during my holiday.I already simply record a version so that i can remember the melody.This is a sad song{can i say like tat?} a slow melody.By the way I just sang without music,sad to say is no music haizz.. This is my 1st try to complete the whole demo with opening and chorus part. I still have one more demo which is a fast song,but chorus i dun knw who to express it by word,the melody already in my mind.KEEP GAMBATEA!!
Monday, November 10, 2008
Welcome 2nd Sem
Good morning.... Today i wake up at 7.30am{it is so excited to go sch?! haha...} By the way, i still stay at the bed, nap a while.
Ehmm,i start ate my breakfast{quite healthy one}
1st, i ate 2 table of NOCO and 2 table of ACT {pill for my sensitive nose} with lemon enzyme juice plus honey.
Next, i drank NUTRIFRESH BEVERAGE with mixed fruit flavor.
It is fully nutrition..
Haha, hope it will make me more energized and fresh for today classes.
1st day of my second sem class,1st class-PCA......Gambatea!!.....
===========================
10.30 am: Bck frm campus..class cancel?!
Walao today PCA class cancel, to be correct is whole week PCA lecture class and tutorial class CANCEL!!! ~OMG~
Ehmm,i start ate my breakfast{quite healthy one}
1st, i ate 2 table of NOCO and 2 table of ACT {pill for my sensitive nose} with lemon enzyme juice plus honey.
Next, i drank NUTRIFRESH BEVERAGE with mixed fruit flavor.
It is fully nutrition..
Haha, hope it will make me more energized and fresh for today classes.
1st day of my second sem class,1st class-PCA......Gambatea!!.....
===========================
10.30 am: Bck frm campus..class cancel?!
Walao today PCA class cancel, to be correct is whole week PCA lecture class and tutorial class CANCEL!!! ~OMG~
Sunday, November 9, 2008
孤独的灵魂
我怕了
原来一个人
孤军作战
是无助
像是失去机翼的飞机
失去重心
这件事
我发现人类不能离群生活
以前的我是错的
认为独来独往
事情总操纵在手
天真的我
没发现
这世界的
丑
恶
阴
险
孤军作战
是无助
像是失去机翼的飞机
失去重心
这件事
我发现人类不能离群生活
以前的我是错的
认为独来独往
事情总操纵在手
天真的我
没发现
这世界的
丑
恶
阴
险
是我把它看得太美了?!
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p/s：今天在巴士站发生的事也太可怕了
~不想再孤军作战~
p/s：今天在巴士站发生的事也太可怕了
~不想再孤军作战~
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